hey hello. mye and beibei are still tgt. haha. and even happier and sweeter now :) i love beibei ttm definitely, weeeeee. yes, mye and beibei managed to get back tgt after being separated for few days? ahhhh who cares, its the past anyway. i admit i've made beibei sad :( BUT, i bet he is much more happier now as im a totally changed person. i treat him even more sweet, even more caring, right beibei? :x i wan nobody but beibei :> hehehehehehehe. today, im here to blog because i wan to prove to everyone that this blog is not dead yet :) okeh, i noe im damn lame >.<
beibei ;
thanks for everything alright. you're the sweetest thing on earth and i swear im gonna treasure you till the end. this tyme, im really gonna hold you tight. no more hurting you but 4 things i'll still continue to do is : miss you, love you, dote you, care for you lyk nobody business. wakakakakaka :) beibei, you didn't give up on mye and that shows that you really love and treasure mye alot. i thank you for that and i felt ultra xingfu, really! :) you never fail to be there for mye when i needed you. you never fail to cheer mye up and comfort mye when im down. i really appreciate it beibei ^^ thanks for your love and care all this while. you pampered mye lyk a child and it really melts my heart. beibei, i promise to be there for you when you need mye. i promise that i'll not leave you again. i promise i'll not make you sad again, i promise, i promise and i promise :) beibei, i wanna tell you that, I REALLY LOVE YOU! (L)
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
loves beibei ttm <:
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
THE END
Hey Guy this shall be my last and final post , althought no one really read this blog le , just feel like writing now,i felt really sad and lost now, as i just truly break up with her or should i say she dun wan continue this relationship le , was really thinking about the past for like one two hour on the bed , really feel so heartache ,this time is not like last time whr we say but will return in the end ,was quite assure it final from wad her reply.Firstly i really dunno why she changed and fade so fast , i gib her all i could , i treat her the best i can, although i do wrong sometime but guess a person fade mean fade le bua haha,last time i still can gib her surprise bring her feeling back like making breakfast for her do some stuff or art for her but my life is really busy now final project going on , cant really do all those stuff le.was really hoping she will wait i still remember , we talk about engaging just last week ago haha and now everything just turn 720 degree,life is really full of surprises i guess.was thinking of the time we go out holding hand and she is huggin me alway like i a big pillow , kissing her gibing her present and seeing her smilely face ,those time , i really put her as my main focus in life try ways and ways just to get her happy ,even when she make me angry ,it will cooldown soon, when i think she is sad i couldnt bear to hurt her ,just cant bear to hurt this silly fish ....Becuz of her i really study hard and plan my career out well actually all this is only for one purpose and is to create a happy family wif her ASAP, she really let me become another self ,from a lazy bum who just wanted to play become a person who study late night and work weekend even most of my friend will surprise , of cuz it not becuz she want me to or ask me to , it just that i want gib her the best ,the life she can enjoy ,a man she can depend .Have to say i really love this girl alot ,too much that i forget about myself .now everything end and it like one yr nine month le haha seriously getting2 yr ,never never did i think that we will come to an end ,i thought we were as stable as steel already but i cannot blame her ,now i think back i relisaed i am too rush , seriously starting to get teary now when i write till here ,there alot of thing i want to say ,but think i ending here le bua . shall say i love u one last time although i know she wont come this blog anymore . I love u jessica chiam shuhui ,rather den hating u ,i still love u.
Friday, February 19, 2010
yo man!
Hello, did everyone enjoyed their cny? LOL okeh, I'm mad lame. Holidays had arrived for mye but I am farking bored luhs sia. No sch = no girlfriends. I miss them much :( darlings and babes, meet mye real soon. You know who you are. heh heh. I miss all of you damn muchie! hehe. alright, I wanna thank baby for the valentine's gift. so sweet of baby :) *winks* he gave mye a SK bracelet! it looks so chio with 3 diamonds! I love it to the max but I didn't wear it. Just merely taking it out to have a look and keep it back. LOL! I'm afraid I might just break it anytime as I am a rough person :o and baby gave a monkey soft toy with the word ' R A Y ' bracklet hanging on its neck. mad cute and it was damn soft and was super nice to touch. & of cuz, a hand-written letter again :) hehehehehehehehehe. I love the letter the most. I love it when baby write letter for mye, it just feel so sweet. hurhur. thanks so much baby! ^^ huggie :> on the 14th feb, went to bian nian in the morning and went home to rest and went to bian nian again in the evening. reached home arund 10pm and baby came to meet mye. aiting babe msg mye earlier on asking if mye and baby want to go to the UK funfair. so I texted bibi and asked if he wanna go den baby sae okeh! HAHA. we went to find them, mye and baby played a ride. Baby, I'm scared luhs, that's why I hold till so tight. HEHE. you don't laugh at mye! after that, we headed to catch a movie. aiting babe was like laughing farking loud, gosh! I only lyk the NG part. LOL! den after that baby drove mye home while aiting babe and her boyf went to take cab home :)
aiting babe ;
cheer up okeh. I don't want you to be sad. I want you to be happy lyk how you used to be. Be strong girl! I know it's hard of you but that's life. Leave those unwanted memories behind and move on. Don't ever forget that you still have us. You're never alone and will never ever be alone! we love you always, silly :)
Thursday, February 11, 2010
last pp tml! yesssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =)
I love her! :>
this is cousin Melisa ^^
Thankyou cousin Melisa (L)
heart jelly given by cousin Melisa :)Wednesday, February 10, 2010
this post is specially dedicated for my beloved erjie =D
Erjie, thanks for teaching me maths ytd! hehe! It was a last minute revision. I really appreciate it, erjie! I LOVE YOU DEAREST ERJIE! I love you more than anyone. you're my best sister and will always be :) I know you love me too. HAHA! Right erjie? :x I know you're good at maths, damn god good that’s why I approached you to teach me maths last night. We studied from 10pm to nearly 2am, right? I know you're damn tired after a long day at work but you did not even complain a single thing and continued teaching me. I know the reason why. IT IS SIMPLY BECAUSE I'm your sister and you want me to do well for my maths pp today. hehehehehe. you tahan all the way till nearly 2am and I know you're damn god tired so I decided to stop my revision with you and let you sleep. Before sleeping, you still reminded me to wake you up at 7am to continue teaching me maths. I actually set alarm at 6am but ended up waking up at 7.30am! Gosh. Got off the bed to start my revision and you woke up awhile ltr and continue teaching me from where we stopped. Finished revision at around 9.30am and straight went to bathe and headed to school. When I was on my way to school, erjie texted me, asking me to jiayou and not disappoint her. Do it once, do it good :) nice phrase created by erjie. HAHA. Of course I hope to do well and of course I dun wish to disappoint you ^^ but what I can say and what I want to say is, I've done my best, 我已经尽力了! :) Whatever it is, I still wanna thank erjie for coaching me all the way. You sacrifice your sleeping time just for me! :) muacks erjie (L) :>
